We are still waiting for news. If I don't drive our caseworker at the adoption agency crazy it will be a miracle.
A couple weeks ago I was anxious and frustrated and generally in a very bad mood. I guess I hoped that after the new year we'd hear something, and when we didn't, I found myself extremely upset and unhappy about it. We have no choice but to go forward, but how we go foward is up to us. As hard as it is, I'm trying to go foward with patience and grace.
I believe God cares about us. I believe He knows us better than we know ourselves. I believe that He placed this deep and strong desire to adopt a little girl from Bulgaria in our hearts. I believe He will see us through.
Now if I can just manage to keep myself and my emotions in check.
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